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Monday I had this slightly sore thraot, i could deal with it, thought it was just allergies, but yesterday i woke up at 3AM in pain from an even sorer throat, so i rested drank lots of fluids even tea with honey and a mixture of vingager, cinnimon, lemon juice honey and warm water (whoo that was a shock to the taste buds) then my dad had me take nightqil so i could sleep. ive been up since 1 am because my throat hurt so back. it hurts when i stop drinking warm fluids or warm soup. i have A doctors appoint ment (i hate my doctor for so many reasons) to make sure its not step, god i hope its not. i hate this
Body/self hate
Sometimes I really wish I didn't cringe every time I see a full picture of me or hear my voice on a recording. I hear my voice and it's like " oh dear Lord I sound like that?! I should write an apology to everyone who has ever had to listen to me talk or sing and never open my mouth again!" Or " no wonder my son screams more when I try to sing to him" oh and pictures of my full self... Every time I see the video of my gender reveal or any picture right now all I think is" oh damn my ass is huge!" And now postpartum I see my big flabby belly and I can't blame the baby for that. I'm already back to prepregnacy weight which was already heavy.
Gab gab
Well my first mother's day as a mother has come and gone. My hubby had a cube made of pictures of our son and ordered a new glider chair. I dressed little man in a cute outfit and we visited my mom as well as my brother and his family. They gave mom a shirt " in a world full of grandmas be a Nana" and we got her a 🎐 windchime. She had said she wanted a cooler bigger one for the front porch last month.
MIL update: her health is not looking too good. Her diabetes isn't being well managed and her kidneys are not working properly. But she is as stubborn as they come, is pissed that my husband won't come get her to take her home and had t
What a crazy turn!!!!
Mainly venting; yesterday my husband came home from work in tears. I thought he'd had a really bad day then he asked how much milk I had for our son stored up. I was confused then he asked if I could ask my mom to watch our baby for a few hours. I was more confused then but as I was asking my mother over the phone was when he told his mother had a heart attack! So my mom watched our son as my dad drove us up to the city that she had been transferred to to give her her cell phone. No we are not allowed to see her, they cannot even make an exception because her town she lives in is a carona hot spot (she's already been tested and it was negit
Handwritten or type
Which is better a handwritten letter or a typed one?
I want to start a collection of letters to my son but I do not have the best handwriting. I know after spending a lifetime with me and my handwriting he should be able to decifer them but what do you think? Hand or typed?
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hope it's not and hope you feel better soon